Friday, December 4, 2015

He is not me

William r, Cummings
Is just a name 
He has never meant anything to me
It's just a mask that I never wanted 
But learned to accept 
     By Logan Wilson 






Music

This is a playlist my good buddy DRAKE made 

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Heart

My  Heart beats 80 times a minute 
4,800 times and hour  806,400 times a week and 41,932,800 times a year
But yet I don't feel alive 
I feel numb 
There's a hole of sadness that needs love 
But in my small and sad heart 
Love is the one who everybody eles makes fun of 
Love is the one who gets beat after school 
So love Shrinks he shrinks so small that it's hard for him to fill the hole 
He stretches and reaches for the edges of the hole to pull it together 
But he can't 
and every time someone enters my life who helps love up 
heartbreak is there to beat him back down 
I miss love and I need it 
I want love 
I don't know why everyone is so scared of heart attacks when heartbreak is the real bitch 
My heart has beaten 712,857,600 times but I'm still numb 

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Fear

I fear spiders 
I fear drugs 
I fear hobos 
I fear needles 
I fear love 
I fear moving on 
And I fear being left in the dust all alone with no one there to catch me when I fall 
No I don't fear love because love is a wonderful thing and when ur in love you feel complete! I fear falling out of love I fear the heartbreak I fear the deep dark empty feeling in ur gut that just makes u just want to give up 
I fear life  I fear because life doesn't give a shit if ur heart is broken life doesn't stop and the world doesn't stop spinning if ur so hurt that u can't even get up out of bed in the morning, life just goes on and u don't want to get left behind, so u get up out of bed and try to move on you  try to grow up because grown ups have but I fear growing up I'm not ready to look at a paper clip and only see one purpose I want to stay young I want to look at a paper clip and see all the 25 purposes that Carter j Pratt saw!

Instructions

Right now I'm standing on a rock that the city made so people could look out and see all the things that the city has done for us. The government is positive 
government is lying 
The government is just keeping you in a box it's holding you back, they put all of these nice shinny things in front of you so u don't notice all the crap they are really doing, every one is freaking out about the next president why? Who cares every president that gets in to office and realizes how fuck America and can't do crap!! But how cares as long as we have are shinny things!!

Blue ticket

Start with a breeze 
Start with a small act 
Begin the wind 
Begin fighting for change 
Change is a hard to come by and even harder to achieve 
Change is hope 
Hope is a sign of Change of moving  on of freedom 
If hope is there than there is a chance of Change 

P.s. my word was breeze!

Alive

DEAR sophomore girl -ur perfect  and pretty but some people say your to young 
DEAR some people- you have no wright to say anything 
DEAR girlfriend I almost had -it almost worked but I never thought about you while not with you
DEAR friends girlfriend-your nice but I'm worried
DEAR hall couple who hold their hugs for way to long -just stop it's vary awkward for every one
 DEAR creative writing vergin- it gets easier I promise 
DEAR lost friend- I now ur there and I hope u come back 
DEAR talented people- teach me some stuff so I can impress the girl I will never get!
DEAR girl I'll never get- I hope u know my name
DEAR mission-I'm coming for, I'm not giving up I'm just taking a break
DEAR Mormons- there's way to much judgement coming from u
DEAR new lost friend- I try to hold on but the rope is getting thinner I think u are cutting it
DEAR all friends- I love u more than u can comprehend
DEAR 6th grade teacher- I didn't drop out like u said I would
DEAR mom don't look under my bed cuz we both know that's were I hide my " clothes" 
DEAR deer my sister hit in my car- how did u get to byu
DEAR guy in my ward who hates long hair- forget u  ur bald so shut  up 
DEAR long hair kids- stay young and be different